did you notis that i has not been postin mush resently? there is reson n i is only tellin you cos i no i can be insparason for others what is goin thru what i is goin thru.
some nasty bish haked into my clowd n pinshed som personel picsures wish sent my littel life in to an rolercoster ride.
you has all probly seen picsure of me stufin Qwaverz in my mowf. it were a picsure what sister Dorian taked when she were doin spesal survaylens on my condison.
sins this time i has had lot o h8rz sendin masages sayin you is piggy n you fat n stop eatin n Linda is greedy cow n that.
i is trustin you will not jush me when i tell you that i is an over eater. that is rigt, i eat to mush. bingin. piggin out. call it what you wana but fact o the mater is that i were eatin lots o snax cos i were seekin comfart for the pain what i felt cos i has had bad time in life wish you probly read abot in magezeenz.
i thot that may be that i were eatin to mush cos i were doin stuffs like steelin Elaines snax n eatin in secrat. she start getin thin n it becos i were takin her cakez n biskit. i wold creep down the stars n go in kitsen cubard n even pinsh aunty anns biskitz, cakez n choklit.
i did not say nowt to sisters but Dorian is clever n she tell me she knew n showded me som picis what she took in secrat.
you has all seen Qwavar qwafin pic so i will not show it again (cos i can NOT find it acsaly). Here is me bingin on choklit bar
there is many more n i is still too embaresd to show the depf of my bingin but this is the pici what broke camalz back
(here is pici of a camal you can color in if you wanoo)
o i is so embarasad but when i sawed this i new i have to do sumat abot it. it cold not go on! i were lyin n pinshin n not fasin up to isoos what i had abot bein forse to live in a bocks in china n japan, havin no love, gypsiez pinshin me for fairgrownd, jimmy spesals… many reson to be feelin pain n depres.
i had so mush saport from sisters for my emosonel eatin compulson. Edith set up an help groop n it were amaze! i cold discus my problamz n ecsperienses in a safe, confidensal, stigma free enviromant n now i is in recovary. insted of bingin i do drawin n watsh tely n danse.
smurf give me leeflat what she got when she were havin problam for bein on drugz n alcahal cos of her problams what she shared with us abot how she were put in binz. it give her bad self asteem but she realiz she is like bionic woman cos she were put togethar n look amazin n we all think she is superhero!!! we both thot 12 stepz leeflat were bols n did NOT make sens
all you has to do is speek to pepol what care abot you. if you has non then there is pepol what you can speek to on fone who will pratend to care. googel for “bing eatin saport” or somat.
it is not easey n you wil feel like the shitz but there is hope for recovarey. i will be your freind n help (in a distent kind o way like do NOT start sendin masages to me abot your problamz cos i do NOT have time cos i has a life)
print this out at libry n stick it on your wallz
in fusur i will be startin a saport groop on intanetz where you can buy leeflats what i has wrote n CD of medetason what Edith did, t shirtz, badshez n all that. not sure if i can be bothad tho so dont hold your bref lol.
dont forget i is thinkin abot you n hope you find pis n over come your demonz.
here is my masage to you